Thursday, May 31, 2007

my photoshopping skills



was looking through my old pictures..


and i realised i missed the photoshopping that i used to love doing for hours..


wana see some examples?










AND LAST NITE..

I went back to my old roots.

sorry about the nose, kinda screwed it. but owells.



=)


i love photoshop.

Tuesday, May 29, 2007


contemplating. wondering...

do u know hw hard it is for me?
yea, ur right.
i'm deeply blinded
but
i still wanna work it out.
coz wat u say is true.

Monday, May 28, 2007

i love this pic



million thanks

hey everyone.



thanks for making my birthday such a special one.



=)


feel so loved
thnks for all the sms
thnks for the msns

thnks for the hugs
thnks for being there
thnks for the sweet gifts
thnks for the cakes

thnks for everything

i seriously love u guys
muaks.

=)




ps: earlier in the nite i drank 2 bottles 10% alcohol percentage alochol drink called longisland for the first time in my life with my fren and i din get a single bit high or drunk. not even the burning sensation. my fren got high. not me. STRANGE? somemore i girl and first time u knw. weird man. hahaha... why does alcohol taste like weird medicine and pple like to drink it so much?







YUCKS.

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

post request by ah hong

You are Yellow Fawn, who tend to be idyllic, not pretentious, and seem to give an impression of a tomboy, and someone who hates to lose.
Nevertheless, you are a woman with gentle heart and rather old fashioned ways of thinking.
You enjoy having life with atmosphere, and shows consideration and care for others.
But you can be very fussy about your preferences.
You dislike anything that is dishonest, and have passion and cuteness.
Your weakness is that you can be bit selfish at times.
You are honest hard working person.
Relationships that you feel safe tend to be restricted, and therefore, you are easily influenced by people and situation around you.
You can not easily adapt to changes.
You think high of morality.
You are easily moved by tears, and are honest and sentimental sort of person.
You tend to restrict your self with your cautiousness, and this may result in isolation.
You tend to be difficult to get to know, and will require time to become friend with.
Nevertheless, once your character is understood, you will be able to keep a long and steady friendship.
If you keep doing favors for those people who always ask you, you may lose your good fortune.
So, be careful.
You are not a housewife type of person, but you can be dependent on your husband.

Sunday, May 20, 2007

hmm

i think i am going crazy.


seeing u go crazy..


swear its a nice feeling

=)

Saturday, May 19, 2007

the remedy - jason mraz

When I fall in love I take my time
There's no need to hurry when I'm making up my mind
You can turn off the sun but I'm still gonna shine and I'll tell you why
i cant wait for great singapore sale..

its like as if everyone in singapore is celebrating my birthday with me.

=)

wee.....


i am a happy girl

SAD

i cut my hair.

that looked good.

i listen to my hairstylist

and highlight my hair.

with RED highlights.

she says i look sexy

i feel i look worse that shit.

i feel ugly

pls those who gonna see me

pls refrain frm laughing.

thnks,

=(

Friday, May 18, 2007

cute little huili

HI kala & hanimini :) I love you all! Muacks! Guess who am i? ^-^P.s Kalalala your laptop is very powerful- so many things can move!

Thursday, May 17, 2007

why are guys happier?

Our last name stays put.

The garage is all ours.

Wedding plans take care of themselves.

Chocolate is just another snack.

We can be President.

We can never be pregnant.

We can wear a white T-shirt to a water
park.

We can wear NO shirt to a water park.

Car mechanics tell us the truth..

Our world is our urinal.

We never have to drive to another gas
station rest-room because this one is
just too icky.

And we never think of which way to
turn a nut on a bolt.

Same work, more pay.

Wrinkles add character.

Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100.

People never stare at our chest when
we're talking to them.

The occasional well-rendered belch is
practically expected.

New shoes don't cut, blister, or
mangle our feet.

One mood all the time.

Phone conversations are over in 30
seconds flat.

We know stuff about tanks.

A five-day vacation requires only one
suitcase.

We can open all our own jars.

We get extra credit for the slightest
act of thoughtfulness.

If someone forgets to invite us, he or
she can still be our friend.

Our underwear is $8.95 for a three-
pack.

Three pairs of shoes are more than
enough.

We almost never have strap problems in
public.

We are unable to see wrinkles in our
clothes.

Everything on our face stays its
original color.

The same hairstyle lasts for years,
maybe decades.

We only have to shave our face and
neck.

We can play with toys all our lives.

Our belly usually hides our big hips.

One wallet and one pair of shoes --
one color for all seasons.

We can wear shorts no matter how our
legs look.

We can "do" our nails with a pocket
knife.

We have freedom of choice concerning
growing a mustache.

We can do Christmas shopping for 25
relatives on December 24 in 25
minutes.

No wonder men are happier.

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

wtf is wrong?

can anyone believe that i am getting C's in class??????



F U C K.


i hate bias teachers...



well.....



i hate racist people more.


most painful would be...


F U C K THE FACT TAT I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO TAHAN ALL THIS


=(

even as much as i try to hide

i cant hide the fact that i am so bloody hurt.

this very second...

with watever is happening in our lives....

but.

i wanna be there.

i wanna make u strong.

i wanna move on in life.

most importantly.....















i love u

Tuesday, May 8, 2007

SPIDERMAN.

I WATCH SPIDERMAN 3 ALREADY.

=)

HAD TO DRAG ONE IDIOT TO FOLLOW ME WATCH..

HAHAHAHA.

I HAD FUN FOR THE WHOLE TWO HOURS.

MAKING FUN OF THE MOVIE,

PREDICTING THE NEXT SCENE ALL...

TOBY LOOKS DAMN FUNNY IN THIS MOVIE.

I THINK HE WOULD BE A BETTER MR BEAN.

WEEEEEEEEE..

=)

I WAS SINGING THE THEME SONG THE WHOLE WAY..

SO HERE'S MY TURN TO SHARE PICS AND...............

MY FAVOURITE LYRICS TO THE THEME SONG!

HAHAHA.

The Art of Spider-Man 3

The Art of Spider-Man 3

Spiderman, Spiderman,
Does
whatever a spider can
Spins a
web, any size,
Catches thieves just like
flies
Look Out!
Here
comes the Spiderman.

Is he strong?
Listen bud,
He's got
radioactive blood.
Can he swing from a thread
Take a look overhead
Hey, there
There goes the Spiderman.

In
the chill of night
At the scene of a crime
Like a streak of light
He
arrives just
in time.

Spiderman, Spiderman
Friendly neighborhood
Spiderman
Wealth and fame
He's ingnored
Action is his reward.

To him,
life is a great big bang up
Whenever there's a hang up
You'll find the
Spider man.

Monday, May 7, 2007

FUCK LIFE

i hate my life now..

FYP SUCKS
SCHOOL SUCKS
WORK SUCKS
FAMILY SUCKS


EVERYTHING LA


FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

Friday, May 4, 2007

030507
697
=)

updates

well, i'm already in my 3rd week of my 3rd year.. and man, its really taking a huge toll on me.. been working hard on my fyp and also at singtel.. somehow, i dun seem to be studying as hard as compared to last year. I tried to focus in class. I tried to work hard, but nothing seems to improve. I started to become fat and lazy these few days.. is these some 3rd yr student symptoms? I really wanna get out of it soon. Damn, its really bringing me down.

Mood for the past few days were quite bad as well and so was my sleep. I did not really sleep well. I plan to really do alot to improve myself for next few weeks and months. Seriously wanna get my ass to the local uni.

Well in order to do that, I need to set my to do list. SO, here goes:

#revise for up coming uts (first ut lab management, next applied maths =( )
#work harder in class. (be more focus, be more proactive. be ALERT during 6p)
#revamp my room (the cupboard and the study table needs tidying)
#being more organised (especially for fyp. need to do well for this one)
#meet up with loved ones (u knw who u guys are.. will make time for u guys k? promise)
#find a better job (cannt tahan singtel. 27 may, i am counting down......... => )
#LOSE WEIGHT (ate too much that I seriously need to do exercises frequently)
# ............. (secret. hehe)

so hopefully....... i can get this done.. anyway toodles, am damn shagged so turning in.. bye

meet the positive Mr Jerry........

This is super worth reading.. trust me.



Jerry is the manager of a restaurant in America. He is always in a good mood and always has something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would always reply, "If I were any better, I would be twins!"

Many of the waiters at his restaurant quit their jobs when he changed jobs, so they could follow him around from restaurant to restaurant. The reason the waiters followed Jerry was because of his attitude.

He was a natural motivator. If an employee was having a bad day, Jerry was always there, telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation. Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up to Jerry and asked him, "I don't get it! No one can be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?"

Jerry replied, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself, I have two choices today. I can choose to be in a good mood or I can choose to be in a bad mood. I always choose to be in a good mood. Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or I can choose to learn from it.

I always choose to learn from it. Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complaining or I can point out the positive side of life. I always choose the positive side of life."

"But it's not always that easy," I protested. "Yes, it is," Jerry said "Life is all about choices. When you cut away all the junk, every situation is a choice. You choose how you react to situations. You choose how people will affect your mood. You choose to be in a good mood or bad mood. It's your choice how you live your life."

Several years later, I heard that Jerry accidentally did something you are never supposed to do in the restaurant business: left the back door of his restaurant open one morning and was robbed by three armed men. While trying to open the safe, his hand, shaking from nervousness slipped off the combination. The robbers panicked and shot him.

Luckily, Jerry was found quickly and rushed to the hospital. After 18 hours of surgery and weeks of intensive care, Jerry was released from the hospital with fragments of the bullets still in his body.

I saw Jerry about six months after the accident. When I asked him how he was, he replied, "If I were any better, I'd be twins. Want to see my scars?" I declined to see his wounds, but did ask him what had gone through his mind as the robbery took place. "The first thing that went through my mind was that I should have locked the back door," Jerry replied. "Then, after they shot me, as I lay on the floor, I remembered that I had two choices: I could choose to live or choose to die. I chose to live."

"Weren't you scared?" I asked. Jerry continued, "The paramedics were great. They kept telling me. I was going to be fine. But when they wheeled me into the Emergency Room and I saw the expressions on the faces of the doctors and nurses, I got really scared. In their eyes, I read 'He's a dead man.' I knew I need to take action."

"What did you do?" I asked. "Well, there was a big nurse shouting questions at me," said Jerry. "She asked if I was allergic to anything." 'Yes,' I replied. The doctors and nurses stopped working as they waited for my reply. I took a deep breath and yelled, 'Bullets!' Over their laughter, I told them, 'I am choosing to live. Please operate on me as if I am alive, not dead'."
Jerry lived thanks to the skill of his doctors, but also because of his amazing attitude. I learned from him that every day you have the choice to either enjoy your life or to hate it.

The only thing that is truly yours that no one can control or take from you is your attitude, so if you can take care of that, everything else in life becomes much easier.



Now you have two choices to make:
1. You can just choose to ignore this post now, OR
2. You can forward it to someone you care about.


Hope you will choose #2. I did.

=)

Sunday, April 29, 2007

miracles

Miracles do exist.


Somehow, my life seems to be on the better path.


everything seems to fall into place


pure bliss

=)

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

thoughts

hmm.. i wonder wat happened to my determination.. what happened to my enthusiasm...

why am i so lazy nowadays??

why do i feel as if i can never achieve..


i feel like SHIT!


everything is having problems..

it cant be that i have given up..

did i?

sigh

Friday, April 20, 2007

comment from my teacher : super racist...

" Kala, I can see that you are working hard and communicating with the rest
of your team. Although you are the only Indian in class, this has not affected
your learning process. Well done. Hope to see you meeting your expectations
every week. ..."

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

the first two days of year 3
it was actually quite ok.
maths was the first module, did quite alright...
today's lab management, super boring.
=(
hope the next two modules are better.



TO YOU:
pls.. leave me alone.

Sunday, April 15, 2007

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

i'm here without u baby

at times, this loneliness. it gets into me. drills me down and makes me sad. but, somehow, these days.... i managed to cope with it. somehow, i feel much stronger being alone. Somehow, i feel i have more independent. Somehow, i feel as if i need to prove to the world that i am gonna make it in life. what does this mean?

Monday, April 9, 2007

periods.

i am having that shitty monthly thing.

and it really striked me hard yesterday, on the first day.

i was on the home from work after getting down from the 159 bus,

and do u know what happened?

I fell down and could not get up.

my legs gave way.

there was not enough blood for me to even stand.

i could finally go home when someone helped to pick me up.

he was a sweet passerby who was shocked to find me on the floor.

so when i am home, i changed and lay on the bed.

couldnt tolerate the pain, feel giddy and there were no feeling in my legs.

after a while, i wanted to get a glass of water to quench my thirst.

started walking to the kitchen, and i fell again.

SIGH.

this morning also so difficult to walk.

i wanted to go FYP meeting and do some things as well,

but i cant.

seriously.

SIGH


why am i suffering this bad?

haix

Saturday, April 7, 2007

wat the fudge?

i have so much i wanna type.

but u knw,

i just deleted every single word i typed.

haha....

and i strangely feel happy

=)

pure madness..

i do care

ystdy something terrible happened at home. my dad, suddenly passed out for 5 mins. He left all of us terrified. I was in tears, not knwing wat to do. he was on the floor suddenly shaking suddenly, talking nonsense. i was worried and gave him water to sip, said a prayer and back he was to reality not knwing wat happened. this incident really frightened the life out of me. i hope nothin will happen like such in the future. even if i dun say it or express it, i do love him.

Friday, April 6, 2007

truth is

i am afraid
of liking someone or falling in love.
even if its meant to be,
i just
dun wanna get hurt no more.

Wednesday, April 4, 2007

horoscope

something to think about tomorrow, my horoscope:



You’ll need to keep your feet well and truly on the ground today Gemini, because today’s planets will be misguiding to say the least. Skimming over a problem or matter won’t get you very far; in fact, it might even set you back. Be thorough today, and don’t rely too much on your rapier-sharp wit!

Monday, April 2, 2007

updates

FYP - so far so good

PP - havent touched

CE - DONE

Shopping - satisfied

Love - not looking

Work - sick of it

Friends - its time to spend time

Mood - boredom

byes

previous post,

APRIL FOOLS!
=)

Sunday, April 1, 2007

i feel like ending my life. too much misery.

bye everyone.

this is the last of me.

sigh.

i love u all dearly.

i'll be sleeping forever.

gone forever.

tc.

Monday, March 26, 2007

hmm,




not that i am looking.

but just a thought,

that flashed by.....

will i EVER find the right one?









can he be justin timberlake, he's HOT!







ok i was joking. JOKE la. haiyo!

its the same old

being me,

well.. what can i say? i dun even know if my family loves me; let alone my mum. she is the main reason why i find love outside the family, and she knows it well. but pls, dun treat ur child like she's not urs. do u knw hw much i envy other kid's mums.. they r so nice to their daughters/son. saying i love u, even when they are already 20, caring ever single drip for their kids, lecturing them and trying to get their children life's straight. it may seem to be annoyance, but kids u guys are damn lucky.

i dunno how it feels to be loved in a family, i dunno how it sisterly love feels, i dunno whats advices from parents.. all i know is slap, whack, shout scold, ignore.

i only knew wat's mum love when i met kelvin's mum. i miss her, and yes, no matter how much i deny it, i do miss him too. we went through alot together, i learnt alot from her. how can i ever forget it? precious memories, till death they stay with me. but i guess, there can be no turn back when the doors shut at ur face.

ask me what i do at home? nothing. sit in front of the com, chat! that's life for me now. stopped eating properly, 1 meal a day is all i take. i dun open my mouth at all, only when its time to pop food into the mouth, or to laugh at those who made jokes to me online. yes, no life. what to do? used to it ready.

pray? pray for a good life, a good family? i did, and i guess god must be busy. dun tell me i havent been praying hard enough i know if its sincere, i really am sincere. i guess, if u try so hard to get something u really want and u dun get it in the end, u just lose hope. thats wat has happened currently.

sigh, i guess its just that i have been bottling up all my emotions and this is the time it all burst. so yea, FUCK my family. fuck it.



just a word to all. love ur parents like there's no tomorrow.

u guys are lucky

hot hot hot


justin timberlake, just marry me can?


Saturday, March 24, 2007

way back into love - music and lyrics

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped
in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need `em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it true without a way back into love
Ohhhhh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end


i need this song!!! anyone has????????????????

the start of a new friendship

u will never believe when i tell u

friendship can even blossom

because of fights.

=)

i made a very good fren last nite.

she's such a nice and sweet little girl.

its just a pity that she has so many problems

sigh..

tell u guys, NVR just believe things

make sure u do ur research!

u will nvr knw hw nice/nasty people can be.

i am glad i found a nice fren like her.

=)

good nite everyone.

Friday, March 23, 2007

sentosa


























sentosa... i always love going there.
romantic place for couples.
fun for frens.

photos















a day out with her is fun!!!

so long since i blogged

hi everyone.

here are some updates of my pathetic life.

i got my results for year 2 sem 2.

did pretty well and am happy abt it..

=)

went out with my frens, had fun.

bought xbox for my bro and sis.

hmm...

chat alot these few days...

hmmm...

work alot..

do alot on fyp.

hm..

thats all.

ok la. i no life.

=(

anyone interested to watch movie?

msn/ sms me.

Sunday, March 18, 2007

funny funny funny

type "goodness gracious me" in www.youtube.com

you will be having a good time laughing

just like this.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vFL0w1ruiCM



LOL LOL>......

Thursday, March 15, 2007

FYP

i tried searching many days and nites

and finally

last nite i stike jackpot

so many resources!!!!!!!!!!

time to

CHIONG!!!!!!!!

"What Goes Around... / ...Comes Around Interlude"



Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man?
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you babe
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong

Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

Now girl, I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you were moving on now
And maybe I should do the same
Funny thing about that is
I was ready to give you my name
Thought it was me and you, babe
And now, it's all just a shame
And I guess I was wrong

Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Can you tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)
That you were going to make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

What goes around comes around
Yeah
What goes around comes around
You should know that
What goes around comes around
Yeah
What goes around comes around
You should know that

Don't want to think about it (no)
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it (yeah)
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)
That you were going to make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's okay baby 'cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

[Comes Around interlude:]

Let me paint this picture for you, baby

You spend your nights alone
And he never comes home
And every time you call him
All you get's a busy tone
I heard you found out
That he's doing to you
What you did to me
Ain't that the way it goes

When you cheated girl
My heart bleeded girl
So it goes without saying that you left me feeling hurt
Just a classic case
A scenario
Tale as old as time
Girl you got what you deserved

And now you want somebody
To cure the lonely nights
You wish you had somebody
That could come and make it right

But girl I ain't somebody with a lot of sympathy
You'll see

(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey

[laughs]
See?
You should've listened to me, baby
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Because
(What goes around comes back around)
[laughs]

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

my sweet fren HANIM

you knw wat??

for the past two days.

darling hanimini

has been cooking for me!!

i am so touched!!!

awww........ she's super sweet

she made for me mee goreng yesterday

and today egg sambal!

AND MAN THEY ARE DELICIOUS!

yummy yum..

i finish every single grain

thank u hanimini.

u've been a great fren

i love u.

=)

Friday, March 9, 2007

sick

i'm not feeling well.

Monday, March 5, 2007

my wishlist

these are what i want.

1) a new laptop (Apple MacBook)


2)Salvatore Ferragamo incanto perfume


3) travel to exotic countries, jamaica?

4) a better hp, apple iphone?

5) trip to a CLEAN BEACH, in sg, sentosa trip?

actually got many more things that i want but cant think of any now,

i just feel kinda down.

dunno y

my new webcam

i got it from creative

told u guys

go sign for the wireless @sg

with qmax.

dun wana listen,

wahaha,

its really super cool.

had my first web cam session with

HANIMINI!!!!!!!!

HAHA.

it was HILLARIOUS.

=)

so lets show u a pic,


clear right?

=)

Saturday, March 3, 2007

shopping

went vivo with my cousin

got myself a mac foundation for $74

got heart chain and black ear rings from diva

had sleepover at cust house,

oh,i am a happy girl

atleast i act as if i am

=(

Thursday, March 1, 2007

OMG chicken rice for $1 still exist?

u gotta be kidding me man!!!!!!!!
“ Selling at $1 is not really a business
strategy. We have been selling it for 17 years and customers are used to it, so
are we. We just bank on high turnover.”, shares Mr Tan Hwa Joon, son of the half
retired old master that started it all, Mr Tan Toh Tiong.
“If we don’t clear
about 30 birds a day, we don’t make money”, and futher reveals his profit margin
per one dollar plate… “20 cents”, factoring in rentals, manpower and food cost.
check this out

irc



what will u do when...


blogging becomes so cliche

friendster becomes so cliche

tv become so cliche

and everything u do gets boring?



u head down to mirc and download it
and see pple make fun of themselves.
pure entertainment!!!!!!

LOL.
damn funny
especially
channel #singapore_indians
wahaha

oh ya, if u din knw
i like the name shanna
sounds cool right?????
=)
anyone knw hw to change name?
ps: sighhhh tmr fyp meeting, fri air force school seminar.............. =(

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