hmm,

not that i am looking.

but just a thought,

that flashed by.....

will i EVER find the right one?









can he be justin timberlake, he's HOT!







ok i was joking. JOKE la. haiyo!

its the same old

being me,

well.. what can i say? i dun even know if my family loves me; let alone my mum. she is the main reason why i find love outside the family, and she knows it well. but pls, dun treat ur child like she's not urs. do u knw hw much i envy other kid's mums.. they r so nice to their daughters/son. saying i love u, even when they are already 20, caring ever single drip for their kids, lecturing them and trying to get their children life's straight. it may seem to be annoyance, but kids u guys are damn lucky.

i dunno how it feels to be loved in a family, i dunno how it sisterly love feels, i dunno whats advices from parents.. all i know is slap, whack, shout scold, ignore.

i only knew wat's mum love when i met kelvin's mum. i miss her, and yes, no matter how much i deny it, i do miss him too. we went through alot together, i learnt alot from her. how can i ever forget it? precious memories, till death they stay with me. but i guess, there can be no turn back when the doors shut at ur face.

ask me what i do at home? nothing. sit in front of the com, chat! that's life for me now. stopped eating properly, 1 meal a day is all i take. i dun open my mouth at all, only when its time to pop food into the mouth, or to laugh at those who made jokes to me online. yes, no life. what to do? used to it ready.

pray? pray for a good life, a good family? i did, and i guess god must be busy. dun tell me i havent been praying hard enough i know if its sincere, i really am sincere. i guess, if u try so hard to get something u really want and u dun get it in the end, u just lose hope. thats wat has happened currently.

sigh, i guess its just that i have been bottling up all my emotions and this is the time it all burst. so yea, FUCK my family. fuck it.



just a word to all. love ur parents like there's no tomorrow.

u guys are lucky

hot hot hot

justin timberlake, just marry me can?

way back into love - music and lyrics

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need `em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it true without a way back into love
Ohhhhh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end

i need this song!!! anyone has????????????????

the start of a new friendship

u will never believe when i tell u

friendship can even blossom

because of fights.

=)

i made a very good fren last nite.

she's such a nice and sweet little girl.

its just a pity that she has so many problems

sigh..

tell u guys, NVR just believe things

make sure u do ur research!

u will nvr knw hw nice/nasty people can be.

i am glad i found a nice fren like her.

=)

good nite everyone.

sentosa

sentosa... i always love going there.

romantic place for couples.

fun for frens.

photos

a day out with her is fun!!!

so long since i blogged

hi everyone.

here are some updates of my pathetic life.

i got my results for year 2 sem 2.

did pretty well and am happy abt it..

=)

went out with my frens, had fun.

bought xbox for my bro and sis.

hmm...

chat alot these few days...

hmmm...

work alot..

do alot on fyp.

hm..

thats all.

ok la. i no life.

=(

anyone interested to watch movie?

msn/ sms me.

funny funny funny

type "goodness gracious me" in www.youtube.com

you will be having a good time laughing

just like this.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vFL0w1ruiCM



LOL LOL>......

FYP

i tried searching many days and nites

and finally

last nite i stike jackpot

so many resources!!!!!!!!!!

time to

CHIONG!!!!!!!!

"What Goes Around... / ...Comes Around Interlude"

Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man?
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you babe
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong

Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

Now girl, I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you were moving on now
And maybe I should do the same
Funny thing about that is
I was ready to give you my name
Thought it was me and you, babe
And now, it's all just a shame
And I guess I was wrong

Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Can you tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)
That you were going to make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

What goes around comes around
Yeah
What goes around comes around
You should know that
What goes around comes around
Yeah
What goes around comes around
You should know that

Don't want to think about it (no)
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it (yeah)
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)
That you were going to make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's okay baby 'cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

[Comes Around interlude:]

Let me paint this picture for you, baby

You spend your nights alone
And he never comes home
And every time you call him
All you get's a busy tone
I heard you found out
That he's doing to you
What you did to me
Ain't that the way it goes

When you cheated girl
My heart bleeded girl
So it goes without saying that you left me feeling hurt
Just a classic case
A scenario
Tale as old as time
Girl you got what you deserved

And now you want somebody
To cure the lonely nights
You wish you had somebody
That could come and make it right

But girl I ain't somebody with a lot of sympathy
You'll see

(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey

[laughs]
See?
You should've listened to me, baby
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Because
(What goes around comes back around)
[laughs]

my sweet fren HANIM

you knw wat??

for the past two days.

darling hanimini

has been cooking for me!!

i am so touched!!!

awww........ she's super sweet

she made for me mee goreng yesterday

and today egg sambal!

AND MAN THEY ARE DELICIOUS!

yummy yum..

i finish every single grain

thank u hanimini.

u've been a great fren

i love u.

=)

sick

i'm not feeling well.

my wishlist

these are what i want.

1) a new laptop (Apple MacBook)

2)Salvatore Ferragamo incanto perfume

3) travel to exotic countries, jamaica?

4) a better hp, apple iphone?

5) trip to a CLEAN BEACH, in sg, sentosa trip?

actually got many more things that i want but cant think of any now,

i just feel kinda down.

dunno y

my new webcam

i got it from creative

told u guys

go sign for the wireless @sg

with qmax.

dun wana listen,

wahaha,

its really super cool.

had my first web cam session with

HANIMINI!!!!!!!!

HAHA.

it was HILLARIOUS.

=)

so lets show u a pic,

clear right?

=)

shopping

went vivo with my cousin

got myself a mac foundation for $74

got heart chain and black ear rings from diva

had sleepover at cust house,

oh,i am a happy girl

atleast i act as if i am

=(

OMG chicken rice for $1 still exist?

u gotta be kidding me man!!!!!!!!

“ Selling at $1 is not really a business
strategy. We have been selling it for 17 years and customers are used to it, so
are we. We just bank on high turnover.”, shares Mr Tan Hwa Joon, son of the half
retired old master that started it all, Mr Tan Toh Tiong.
“If we don’t clear
about 30 birds a day, we don’t make money”, and futher reveals his profit margin
per one dollar plate… “20 cents”, factoring in rentals, manpower and food cost.

check this out

http://www.makansutra.com/reviews/260207/index.html

irc

what will u do when...

blogging becomes so cliche

friendster becomes so cliche

tv become so cliche

and everything u do gets boring?

u head down to mirc and download it

and see pple make fun of themselves.

pure entertainment!!!!!!

LOL.

damn funny

especially

channel #singapore_indians

wahaha

oh ya, if u din knw

i like the name shanna

sounds cool right?????

=)

anyone knw hw to change name?

ps: sighhhh tmr fyp meeting, fri air force school seminar.............. =(