first fight

i cant believe i actually had a fight last nite with V.
i was already very down in morale and some weirdo
which i have no clue who he was, made me worst..
he called me cheap, slapped names on me online.
i got so ticked off i went throwing my anger at V.

but after realising what I did, I was full of apologies.
I couldnt believe i made it such a big deal
and made V feel so down.

i was the one who grew V's confidence
i was the one who was ther for V.
i was the one who V counted on

i just couldnt believe it was me who
shout at him
ignore him
avoid him

i was full of sorries and regrets.
and i still am.

sorry V.
promise will never do such a horrible thing again.

i dun wana be another H.
u know i can never be like her.

=(