hmm...

a question to all:


will u choose..

the person who loves you

or

wait for the one you love?






ps: one news that got me shaken. last nite i noticed that my little 13 year old brother has gotten himself a ear piecing. sigh, oh god pls lead him to the right path. dun let him destroy his life. i love him alot and he's the only family member i want to see come up in life. he means alot to me. sigh. at times like this, when i knw i cannt do anything because my parents are not good authorities.. i feel like fuck. sigh. why doesnt anything in life ever work out right for me?

hmm will it ever happen?

He is a guy......
who would move away my hair from my eyes and then kiss me!
hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous.
someone who would sing to me at random moments.
who wld let me sleep on his chest.
someone who wld let me gossip to him and would just smile and agree to whatever i said.
kiss me a million times.
someone who would make fun of me just to make me laugh.
put his hands arnd my waist and gimme bear hugs all e time.
he would nvr be afraid to say 'i love u' in front of his friends.
argue abt silly things and make up.
someone who would tell me i'm beautiful but not too often.
someone who makes me laugh like no one else would.
but mostly he is my best friend and nvr breaks my heart

some dumb quiz

Your True Sign Is Scorpio

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You True Love Will Find You

When it comes to love (and life), you totally put yourself out there.It's very easy for you to find love - and for love to find you.The best part is, you're never even actively looking to meet someone.You're just out there so much that love always seems to come your way.

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I SO HATE YEAR 3 SEMESTER 1

GRADES ARE DAMN LOUSY

FACS ARE DAMN BIAS

EVERYTHING IS COCKED UP.

SIGHH

AND I FORGOT TO MENTION

APPLIED MATHS MODULE WAS A TERRIBLE MISTAKE.

I FORGOT TO TAKE INTO CONSIDERATION ONE FACTOR.

SIGH.

* $%^t&yu*i(%^&*ui(o *

my ultimate overseas trip

well, i suddenly was thinking about where i really so badly would like to go and visit if i am given a chance to. lets say, i get married and lets say there's a honeymoon opportunity, i guess my pick would definitely with no doubts be

NORTH INDIA.

omg, its such a beautiful place la pple.

was browsing through the pictures online and oohh la la..

its like being in heaven.

super ancient buildings, beautiful scenery.

i am someone who loves nature la.

oh well

lets let the pictures do the talking.

i can never do justice to the beauty merely by words.

so, who is the lucky one who will be travelling by my side to north india?

i cant wait.


dead serious

i'm hooked

DONE

YAY FINALLY FYP REPORT IS DONE!

*JUMPS FOR JOY*

HAHAHAHA. this is funny

*ONE
there is NO SUCH THING as a
friendster tracker.
it does NOT exist. so quit posting
stupid bulletins like

"OH-EM-GEEEEE this WORKS!!!"

no, it doesnt.

*TWO
To the people who have like 25,000
friends,

are you serious?

You're stupid.
Go play in traffic.

*THREE
Don't ever post pictures and say
"OMG, I'm so ugly"
"OMG, I'm so fat"

because if you were,
you wouldn't post them.

And if u do

ur a freaking mongoloid.

*FOUR
Nobody cares about threats over the
internet.

Don't try to act hardcore with the
keyboard.

Fighting online is like racing in the
special olympics;
even if you win,

you're still
retarded.

*FIVE
Quit crying
coz you're not on someones top 8.
who cares?


ITS FRIENDSTER!!!

Stop bitching!!!

*SIX
Who really cares if
I don't accept you as a friend?

MOVE ON!!!

Don't send me another request or
message asking
"what's up with you not adding me?"


I don't want you as a friend,


that's what's up!!!


*SEVEN
Little 12 year olds who have
Friendster

and look like sluts, and act like
whores


go somewhere else

because nobody wants you here.

*EIGHT
If you have decided to read this,

you are a true Friendster Friend.

Real friends read their bulletins.


*NINE
I say you go and pass this on

and maybe it will finally get through

people's brains


*TEN

And if you open a bulletin and it
says something like


"repost this in 100 seconds or a
ghost will rape your dog
tonight,or some dead skinless girl is
gonna rape your
mom.."



QUIT BEING A DUMBASS.

The Broken Popcorn Machine Parable

The son gets a coin from his mother for popcorn but comes back empty-handed, so his mother walks over to the machine with him to help. She is careful to put the right coin in the right slot, and she even shakes the machine, but no popcorn comes out. She turns away but he pulls her back, his heart set on popcorn. "The popcorn is right there," he cries, "I can see it, and we put the money in, so why can't you do something to get it?"

His mother gently explains why she can't help. "I'm afraid there's nothing you can do and nothing I can do; the machine is broken and the only one who can fix it is a popcorn machine repairman."



"Your partner is a broken popcorn machine. You've put your coins in and deserve to get love out. You may even see love in him, but there's nothing either of us can do to get it out. The repair he needs is years of therapy. This is a popcorn machine you can't fix, and you can't wait for it to get fixed. Put the loss behind you and get on with your life."


hmmmmm........

special feeling

anyone can define the meaning of the special feeling u feel for a guy and vice versa?

u tend to click well,

u tend to be close,

u feel like pouring love,

u feel like carrying endlessly

but its not really like love.

there seems to be a limit..



so what is this crap?????????


is it like?

is it a crush?

is it admiring?

is it true love?



i am goin crazy

i need to know the answer.


NOW!

he says,

"to be frank, in my heart i have a possibilty that i will like someone else"



*piang*


did u hear my heart break?

an sms

"meeting me everyday and going out with me wherever i go only gonna make it difficult for u.. i do miss u and feel like seeing you always...... but i just control it. everyday we keep meeting only makes us closer.. hope u understand what i trying to tell u.........."


hmmm.

its a relationship, not a break up.

we r liking/dating dunno wat crap, but u talking as if i am not...

hmm... its wrong meh?

if i think ur mine, its wrong?

i get jealous when u speak of others, its wrong?

missing you, its wrong?

loving you, its wrong?

but it feels right.

but it feels as if ur the one.......

haiz..

u wont understand la no matter wat.


I GIVE UP!

bestfriends in denial we shall be,

its ur decisions that rule

updates

i had to redo my fyp report. coz my com is corrupted and the file got deleted somehow. damn, i was abt to reach 3000 words and now i had to start all over.......






grrrrrrrrrr,







but the good news is that.....................



i am already at 3000 words after chionging for 2 days... =) still somemore to add.. =( sigh..




next after fyp is pp..

CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmm, i wonder................ do pple in gf bf relationships go on dating? is it like ok?

sigh....

i duno wat to say la

writing reports are a chore if u dun have determination and patience

jealousy got the better of me

i got so jealous

over a simple matter

and i ended doing stupid things

super stupid things

even to the extent to causing physical hurt,

to someone i loved the most.














FEEL LIKE FUCK!

SWEAR

i need to control the fucking jealousy

i need to stop being paranoid.

fuck fuck fuck

acheivement

nvr meet v for 3 days ready.

stupid v.

miss v also v dun want to meet me.

say must wait 1 week

see if i can tahan.

truth is


I CANT,

grrrrrrrrrrrrr

work is dead tiring

7am-7pm

12 hrs of hell, no break in between,

dead tired.

got saboed twice

1. 5 things found in bag : HMMMM... wallet, Mp3, Handphone, spectacles, house keys


2. 5 things found in wallet : money, cards, receipts, vouchers (LOL), keys


3. 5 favourite things in your room : My cupboard, my bags, my clothes, my precious presents from frens which i keep in a drawer and my favourite bed with the pillows and comforter, wee!


4. 5 things you have always wanted to do : loose weight, get out of my house, drive a car, have lots of money, get married. =D


5. 5 things you're currently into : googling, msn, blogging, pp report, fyp report


6. 5 people that you tagged : lazy la, who ever wanna do can do. its ur wish LOL

hmm

y do people change...


and its such a shock when its a drastic change

SIGH

=)

i am having a good time these few days.

i am doing up my pp.

i am doing up my fyp report.

getting on the right track.

NOT BAD EH?

=)

i feel fat

i wanna be as skinny as her

she's H O T!

flat tummy

skinny arms

skinny tighs,

HOW I WISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=(

hmm

life's mundane;
super stagnant

work's piling;
i'm still in procastination mode

grades are ominous;
i'm feeling damn down

love?
i'm confused.
dun need it now.

family;
wat the hell is that?

reflections;
wats the point of it?
when nothing seems to improve

SIGH.

here's a joke

One day the different parts of the body were having an argument to see which should be in charge:


The brain said, “I do all the thinking so I’m the most important and I should be in charge.”

The eyes said, “I see everything and let the rest of you know where we are, so I’m the most important and I should be in charge.”

The hands said, “Without me we wouldn’t be able to pick anything up or move anything. So I’m
the most important and I should be in charge.”

The stomach said, “I turn the food we eat into energy for the rest of you. Without me, we’d starve. So I’m the most important and I should be in charge.”

The legs said, “Without me we wouldn’t be able to move anywhere. So I’m the most important and I should be in charge.”


Then the rectum said, “I think I should be in charge.”


All the rest of the parts said, “YOU?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You don’t do anything! You’re not as important as we surely are! You can’t be in charge.”


So the rectum closed up.


After a few days, the legs were all wobbly, the stomach was all queasy, the hands were all shaky, the eyes were all watery, and the brain was all cloudy.


They all agreed that they couldn’t take any more of this shit and agreed to put the rectum in charge.





The moral of the story? You don’t have to be the most important to be in charge….you Just have to be an Asshole.

first fight

i cant believe i actually had a fight last nite with V.
i was already very down in morale and some weirdo
which i have no clue who he was, made me worst..
he called me cheap, slapped names on me online.
i got so ticked off i went throwing my anger at V.

but after realising what I did, I was full of apologies.
I couldnt believe i made it such a big deal
and made V feel so down.

i was the one who grew V's confidence
i was the one who was ther for V.
i was the one who V counted on

i just couldnt believe it was me who
shout at him
ignore him
avoid him

i was full of sorries and regrets.
and i still am.

sorry V.
promise will never do such a horrible thing again.

i dun wana be another H.
u know i can never be like her.

=(

Tynisha Keli - I wished you loved me

Something, Something Is Simple Like Me Hearing Your Name
Puts Me, Puts Me In A Place That I Can't Even Explain
I Really Didn't Know Back Then But Now Im Totally Sure
Baby I Know Im Your Friend But I Wanna Be Much More

Every Time I See You Coming
Oh Boy You Get Me Running
Something Tells Me I Should Be Your Woman
Cause You're The Only One Who Makes My Fairy Tales Come True

How Does Someone Make Me So Sad But Still I Only Want Them To Stay
I Wanna Say I Love You So Bad, But I Dont Wanna Scare You Away
Please I Wish That You'll Understand
That I Wanna Be More Than Just Your Friend
I Wish You Loved Me

I See, I See You Talking To Them Other Girls On The Phone
I Wish That I Can Tell Them All To Leave You Alone
Really Didn't Know Back Then But Now Im Totally Sure
That I Wanna Be Much More

Thats Why I Never Really Like Your Girlfriends
Why I Never Really Gave Them A Chance
Because I Realized That Im Your Woman

How Does Someone Make Me So Sad But Still I Only Want You Them Stay
I Wanna Say I Love You So Bad, But I Dont Wanna Scare You Away
Please I Wish That You'll Understand
That I Wanna Be More Than Just Your Friend
I Wish You Loved Me

Said If You Really Love Somebody, I Mean Really Really Love Sombody
Let Me Hear You Say Yeahh, Let Me Hear You Say Yeahh Yeahh
If You Really Know You Need Them
And Deep Down You Know You'll Never Leave Them
Let Me Hear You Say Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah
Hear You Say Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah

How Does Someone Make Me So Sad But Still I Only Want You Them Stay
I Wanna Say I Love You So Bad, But I Dont Wanna Scare You Away
Please I Wish That You'll Understand
That I Wanna Be More Than Just Your Friend
I Wish You Loved Me [x3]