miracles

Miracles do exist.


Somehow, my life seems to be on the better path.


everything seems to fall into place


pure bliss

=)

thoughts

hmm.. i wonder wat happened to my determination.. what happened to my enthusiasm...

why am i so lazy nowadays??

why do i feel as if i can never achieve..


i feel like SHIT!


everything is having problems..

it cant be that i have given up..

did i?

sigh

comment from my teacher : super racist...

" Kala, I can see that you are working hard and communicating with the rest
of your team. Although you are the only Indian in class, this has not affected
your learning process. Well done. Hope to see you meeting your expectations
every week. ..."

the first two days of year 3
it was actually quite ok.
maths was the first module, did quite alright...
today's lab management, super boring.
=(
hope the next two modules are better.



TO YOU:
pls.. leave me alone.

its over.

i'm here without u baby

at times, this loneliness. it gets into me. drills me down and makes me sad. but, somehow, these days.... i managed to cope with it. somehow, i feel much stronger being alone. Somehow, i feel i have more independent. Somehow, i feel as if i need to prove to the world that i am gonna make it in life. what does this mean?

periods.

i am having that shitty monthly thing.

and it really striked me hard yesterday, on the first day.

i was on the home from work after getting down from the 159 bus,

and do u know what happened?

I fell down and could not get up.

my legs gave way.

there was not enough blood for me to even stand.

i could finally go home when someone helped to pick me up.

he was a sweet passerby who was shocked to find me on the floor.

so when i am home, i changed and lay on the bed.

couldnt tolerate the pain, feel giddy and there were no feeling in my legs.

after a while, i wanted to get a glass of water to quench my thirst.

started walking to the kitchen, and i fell again.

SIGH.

this morning also so difficult to walk.

i wanted to go FYP meeting and do some things as well,

but i cant.

seriously.

SIGH


why am i suffering this bad?

haix

wat the fudge?

i have so much i wanna type.

but u knw,

i just deleted every single word i typed.

haha....

and i strangely feel happy

=)

pure madness..

i do care

ystdy something terrible happened at home. my dad, suddenly passed out for 5 mins. He left all of us terrified. I was in tears, not knwing wat to do. he was on the floor suddenly shaking suddenly, talking nonsense. i was worried and gave him water to sip, said a prayer and back he was to reality not knwing wat happened. this incident really frightened the life out of me. i hope nothin will happen like such in the future. even if i dun say it or express it, i do love him.

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truth is

i am afraid

of liking someone or falling in love.

even if its meant to be,

i just

dun wanna get hurt no more.

horoscope

something to think about tomorrow, my horoscope:



You’ll need to keep your feet well and truly on the ground today Gemini, because today’s planets will be misguiding to say the least. Skimming over a problem or matter won’t get you very far; in fact, it might even set you back. Be thorough today, and don’t rely too much on your rapier-sharp wit!

updates

FYP - so far so good

PP - havent touched

CE - DONE

Shopping - satisfied

Love - not looking

Work - sick of it

Friends - its time to spend time

Mood - boredom

byes

previous post,

APRIL FOOLS!

=)

i feel like ending my life. too much misery.

bye everyone.

this is the last of me.

sigh.

i love u all dearly.

i'll be sleeping forever.

gone forever.

tc.