my blog will be archieved ecery week

so if u missed any post,

u can find it at my archieves.

anyway isnt he hot?

my Mr Tom Cruise

why singapore dun have such HOTTIES LA?

have also MOST guys are jerks

sigh

something's wrong with my family

i am dead serious





i think that my family is abducted by some alien





and now i have a really nice family with me.

suddenly everyone cares

suddenly everyone need me

suddenly everyone talks to me

suddenly everything happens

and let me show u wat my parent's got for me

a $146 diesel watch

and a $176 creative neeon 2 MP3

and they give me lots of money now and then

my brother is always nice to me

but seeing jeya nice to me suddenly

is really weird but nice

its like finally!

seriously,

are they all ok?

weird dreams

i have been having super weird dreams..

i tell u they are damn damn weird.

well maybe because i have been sleeping at 2-3am

these past few days.

damn la i tell u

=(

i wake up feeling damn freaked out

oh well,

i guess its my imagination running super wild.

nothing much to worry about it

i guess.

OH WELLS.

i tried to work till 12 midnight yesterday

and since the whole call centre was so busy

with as high as 16 q calls

i din even see the time went by.

and furthermore

so many problem cases.

the bus that sent me home,

was so fast!

i was home by 1215!

i may consider to work till midnite again

some time soon!

anyway.

feel emo now

wanna go.

so bye

nice saying that i found

Don't waste your time on a man or woman who isn't
willing to waste their time on you ...

will i..?

suddenly i had many funny thoughts in my mind....

will i ever be successful one day?

will i ever be able to get my ass to a decent university?

will i ever find my other half?

will i ever experience true love?

will i ever get married?

will my marriage be successful?

will i ever have kids?

will i be happy in life?

will i die a painful death?

will i have friends there for me till the very end?

what do u think?

will i?

sigh.

ops

ok i take back my statement.

i updated my fyp log book.

did my introduction and literature review.

today was a fruitful day after all.

reality check : 7 days to BTT

DIE!

NO LIFE

today just sucked

i did COMPLETELY nothing.

bored my ass out la dude.

feels like i got no life.

all i did was

sleep

eat

tv.


damn..

"if u want to patch, follow my conditions!"

DAMN.

i wanted to post what HE said to me via MSN.

but shit,

i deleted the mail.

DAMN IT LA.

IT WOULD BE A GREAT LAUGH FOR ALL OF U.

anyway,

guess what he said?

he wants me to follow some dumb conditions

if i want to patch with him.

the conditions are:

i have to beg my dad to say sorry to his mum

and my mum to plead forgiveness to him.

then only, he will THINK of patching with me.

GO TO HELL LA!

I AM NOT UR TOY.

U DUN ORDER ME TO DO THINGS,

U EITHER SETTLE THINGS WITH ME

OR U DUN SETTLE AND F OFF MY LIFE.

OK??

ANYWAY, U KNOW WHAT?

THE TIME I TALK TO U ON MSN.

WAS NOT TO PATCH WITH U.


WAS TO ACTUALLY WASTE MY TIME,


SINCE I WAS BORED AT WORK.

I HAVE NO INTENTIONS TO GET BACK TO U

U THINK I SIAO AH?

WANT TO WASTE MY LIFE

GET MYSELF HURT ALL THE TIME BECAUSE OF U?

GO TO HELL.

FIND SOME OTHER DUMB GAL.

I AM SMARTER THAN U THINK I AM.

PS: UR THE TINY (PEA) BRAIN PERSON. NOT ME.

END

i tried all i could.

u dun seem to care.

i guess u live on love sparks

but i am sorry.

i dun believe in that.

i believe love is about three words.

first word would be

trust.

love is also about another word

and that word would be

compromise.

the last word would be,

communication.

if u dun trust ur lover,

there's no point for love.

and if there's no compromise,

there's no way things can get settled.

if there's no communication,

u will not know what the other person

feels or thinks.

so after all i did

u dun seem to appreciate

u dun seem to listen.

so i guess

ur right,

and its time for me to

move on.

ur nothing but my memory now.

nothing can make me go back to u.

goodbye my lover

hear my prayer

please everyone

just spend some time to

pray for those suffering.

and god i really wish u will heal them.

please be with them.

please bless them.

take away their hurt.

i feel hurt when i visited someone.

please just make that person better.

its just very irritating when someone tells u

they are in pain but u cant do anything about it

i guess, while praying i actually cried.

i prayed so hard, i just cant take it when someone suffers.

yet i am not close to the person,

but i can feel the person's pain

i can see how hurt his family feels

i can feel their love.

please god, be with him.

please.

i just dun understand

why good people always suffer

so much.

why?

I MISS THIS SONG

Usher:
There's always that one person
that will always have your heart
You never see it coming cause
you're blinded from the start
Know that you're that one for me,
it's clear for everyone to see
Ooh baby, you will always be my boo

Jermaine Depri
I don't know about y'all
but I know about us and uhh
it's the only way we know how to rock (repeat)

Usher Verse
Do you remember girl, who was
the one who gave you your first kiss
Cause I remember girl who was the one
who said put your lips like this
Even before all the fame and people screaming your name
Girl I was there and you were my baby

Chorus 1:Usher
It started when we were younger and you were mine (my boo)
Now another brothers' taken over but its'
still in your eyes (my boo)
Even though we use to argue it's alright
(it's alright girl, that's okay)
And if we haven't seen each other in a while,
but you will always be my boo

Chorus 2: Beyonce
I loved you when we were younger you were mine
And when I see from time to time I still feel like,
And if I see you no matter how I try to hide
And even though there's another man who's in my life, you will always be my boo

Beyonce Verse
Yes I remember boy, cause after we
kissed I'm never gonna whipe my lips
Yes I remember boy,
that you were the one I would grow old with
Even before all the fame and people screaming your name
Boy I was there and you were my baby

Chorus 1: Usher
It started when we were younger and you were mine (my boo)
Now another brothers' taken over but its'
still in your eyes (my boo)
Even though we use to argue it's alright
(it's alright girl, that's okay)
And if we haven't seen each other in a while,
but you will always be my boo

Chorus 2: Beyonce
It started when we were younger and you were mine (my boo)
And see from time from time i still feel like(my boo)
See no matter how i try to hide
(it's alright now, it's okay)
even though there's another man in my life
you will always be my boo

Bridge
My ooh my ohh my ohh my ohh my boo (repeat)

Usher
It started when we were younger and you were mine (my boo)
Now another brothers' taken over but its'
still in your eyes (my boo)
Even though we use to argue it's alright
(it's alright, it's okay)
And if we haven't seen each other in a while,
but you will always be my boo

such a lovely song, playing in my mind.

aww

I LOVE MY BEST FRIEND

SEE HOW SWEET MY DARLING LW IS??

3 ORANGE ROSES FOR ME!

YOU CAN JUST TELL THAT

SHE LOVES ME LIKE MANY MANY!!!

AND ITS THE ONLY PRESENT I RECEIVE FOR

VDAY THIS YEAR.

I AM A HAPPY GIRL

=)

THEY ARE SO SWEET

SO BEAUTIFUL RIGHT?

I KNOW.

=)

they make me smile alot

thanks!

love u girl

busy because i need u out of my mind

now i know how painful it is to celebrate vday ALONE.


it sucks..



thank god the day is over.


man, i have lots to do.



FYP


PP


BTT


WORK!



=(

i'm gonna be a busy girl

from a friend

"well.. all i can say to u is... u asked for it..now listen to the music of
it...
neway just try to cherish sometime being single... do not rush into
relationship... and do not repeat the same thing.... :)
all the best ma
fren.... i am so sorry for ya as well... but in a way u have to learn the dance
of life... :)
tc n god bless"

Well, thanks for ur great advise

my dearest fren.

though it hurts me

damn badly

deep inside me.

Valentine's day

HAVE A HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

well, to all you love birds out there,

may you be happy with ur love!

but for me love is just a pain

it hurts me really bad.

i wish i never loved

so that i will not

feel so much

today.

=(

i never knew being single

will hurt so badly,

especialy

today

<3

wishing happy valentine's day only makes me more sober

hello!!! err nvm its ok. hi!

JUST one doubt


am i that SOFT?


i tot i very LOUD!!!



how come when i talk to people, got no reply one!!







haha,


type in tag also no reply



like they really IGNORE ME



am i that TRANSPARENT??


=(


I went to my collegue,

"*waves to him*

Hi Yuan, today got presentation huh?"

*he waves back*

*look at myself and shrug*

"alright, i guess thats a ....... hi and yes?!"

*no reply*

*i feel sad*

NOTE TO SELF: "ok fine!"

here's another time, with the manager..

"hi michael"

*no response*

*whines within myself*

*start to answer myself back*

"er thanks, have a good day too. SIGh"

*SIGHS AND WHINE at myself*

THIS TIME ITS WITH MY TEAM..

"hey guys what you all want to do?"

*they become soooooooo quiet suddenly*

"HELLO????!!!???"

*ok wat ever, consoles myself*

"never mind kala, lets do this ALONE!"

*SIGH!*

why why why!!

=(

no replies..........

call center

long time ago my fren posted this call center video on his blog.

i think its ah-neh, not too sure.

And since i am working in a call center,

i just cant stop laughing!!

everytime i watch this, it cracks me up!

ITS DAMN FUNNY!!

ps: it takes long to download. but its worth the wait.

ENJOY!

http://www.callcentermovie.com/movie/movie2.html

truly INDIAN

i feel HURT

i feel UNWANTED.












i wished people CARED

hurt by christina

VIRUS ALERT

There is a dangerous virus being passed around electronically, orally,and by hand.

This virus is called Work-Overload-Recreational-Killer(WORK).

If you receive WORK from any of your colleagues, your boss, or anyone else via any means DO NOT TOUCH IT.

This virus will wipe out your private life completely.If you should come into contact with WORK put your jacket on and take two good friends to the nearest grocery store.

Purchase the antidote known as Work-Isolating-Neutralizer-Extract (WINE) or Bothersome-Employer-Elimination-Rebooter (BEER).

Take the antidote repeatedly until WORK has been completely eliminated from your system.

You should forward this warning to 5 friends.

If you do not have 5 friends, you have already been infected and WORK is controlling your life.

LOL!!!!!!!!!

joke

Geography of a Woman and Man...

Between the ages of 15 - 20 a woman is
like Africa. She is half discovered,
half wild.

Between the ages of 20 - 30 a woman is
like America. Fully discovered and
scientifically perfect.

Between the ages of 30 - 35, she is
like India & Japan. Very hot, wise and
beautiful

Between the ages of 35 - 40 a woman is
like France. She is half destroyed
after the war but still desirable.

Between the ages of 40 - 50 she is
like Germany. She lost the war but not
the hope.

Between the ages of 50 - 60 she is
like Russia. Very wide, very quiet but
nobody goes there.

Between the ages of 60 - 70 a woman is
like England. With a glorious past but
no future.

After 70, they become
Siberia. "Everyone knows where is it,
but no one wants to go there."
Then we have the guys... just to be
fair...


And now for the Man...

A guys life can be described as a
train on a railway track.

When they are 20, Every station they
want to stop.

When they are 30, They can only stop
at one station .

When they are 40, They want to stop

but they are not allowed to stop.

When they are 50, They want to stop
but they cannot stop.

When they are 60-70, They cant even
start. How to stop?

This is a very good article.
read it.

Those who are still single may learn something from here....
Those who are already married may take it as a guideline to improve your marriage....

DID I MARRY THE RIGHT PERSON?

During one of our seminars, a womanasked a common question.
She said, "How do I know if I married the right person?"

I noticed that there was a large mansitting next to her so I said,"It depends. Is that your husband?"

In all seriousness, she answered "How do you know?"

Let me answer this question because the chances are good that it's weighing on your mind.

Here's the answer.

EVERY relationship has a cycle. In the beginning, you fell in love withyour spouse. You anticipated their call, wanted their touch, and liked their idiosy n crasies.

Falling in love with your spouse wasn't hard. In fact, it was acompletely natural and spontaneous experience. You didn't have to DO anything.

That's why it'scalled "falling" in love...Because it's happening TO YOU.

People in love sometimes say, "I was swept of my feet." Think about the imagery of that __expression. It implies that you were just standing there; doing nothing, and then something came along and happened TO YOU.

Falling in love is easy. It's a passive and spontaneous experience. But after a few years of marriage, the euphoria of love fades. It's the natural cycle of EVERY relationship.

Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother (if they come at all), touch is not always welcome (when it happens), and your spouse's idiosy n crasies, instead of being cute, drive you nuts.

The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship, but if you think about your marriage, you will notice a dramatic difference between the initial stage when you were inlove and a much duller or even angry subsequent stage.

At this point, you and/or your spousemight start asking, "Did I marry the right person?" And as you and your spouse reflect on the euphoria of the love you once had, you may begin to desire that experience with someone else.

This is when marriages breakdown. People blame their spouse for their unhappiness and look outside their marriage for fulfillment.Extra marital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes. Infidelity is the most obvious.

But sometimes people turn to work,a hobby, a friendship, excessive TV, or abusive substances.

But the answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your marriage.It lies within it. I'm not saying tha tyou couldn't fall in love with someone else. You could .And TEMPORARILY you'd feel better. Bu tyou'd be in the same situation a fewyears later.

Because (listen carefully to this):

THE KEY TO SUCCEEDING IN MARRIAGE ISNOT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON; IT'S LEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND.

SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. It'll NEVER just happen to you. You can't "find"LASTING love. You have to "make" it day in and day out. That's why we have the __expression "the labor of love."Because it takes time, effort, and energy . And most importantly, it takes WISDOM .

You have to know WHAT TO DO to make your marriage work. Make no mistake about it. Love is NOT a mystery. There are specific things you can do (with or without your spouse) to succeed with your marriage. Just as there are physical laws of the universe (such as gravity), there are also laws for relationships. Just as the right diet and exerciseprogram makes you physically stronger,certain habits in your relationship WILL make your marriage stronger. It's a direct cause and effect. If you know and apply thel aws, the results are predictable...you can "make" love.

Love in marriage is indeed a "decision"...





Not just a feeling