i feel that i look like small gal!!!!!!!!

but i'm 20!!! =(

MIRACLE HAPPPPPENED! =D

well, jus wanted to talk abt tuesday afternoon. do u knw wat happened? my com crashed la.... the stupid charging point nvr let me to charge my com la! irritating! and i was so sad sia. i had no com for hours. then went with v to fix it at funan.
and fujitsu pple were so nice. reached ther at 6 around ther and they close at 7 but i ask them to pls repair my charging point before they close. and guess what? they did it for me! they change the point by 20 mins! so good right. they also replaced my helicopter fan also!! and the best part was everything is FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
hahahaha.
=)
and the even better part is when i woke up wed morning to check biomaterials daily grade......... I GOT MY FIRST A FROM VICKYYYYY!
WEEEEEEEEEEEE...............
YOU DUNO HW HAPPY I M!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MIRACLES DO HAPPEN!

hi everyone. yes i m in school, today's biomaterials module. took the 735 bus but end up in sch at 910. wonder how? the bus was damn crowded. then ther was quite a jam before sle. was stuck ther till 820. 820 then the bus started its journey to sle. was irritating la, but lucky i managed to squeeze my butt on one tiny little seat, sandwhich between two fatties. well, slept during the journey while listening to my mp3 and guess what?suddenly heard a loud thump sound! was awaked but din really cared much. upon arrival at wdlands interchange, i saw this gal on the floor with pple surrounding her. one rp student fainted la along the journey. there was some commotion. ambulance came to wdlands interchange and brought her to hospital. i hope she's fine. this is why la pple say eat breakfast. diet diet diet, see what happen? oh btw, today hanim din come sch. idiot right she? she say she feel very tired. grrr... wat will happen to her daily grades la?

well. i thinking of asking my fyp team mates when they wanna start the project back. wanna finish it fast la. hate to hurry hurry always at the end.

i miss bestie. =D even though its 2 days tht i last saw him. LOL. wat to do, for 5 mths we've been meeting almost everyday so 1 day nvr meet, its kinda difficult to me. its like he's part of my life. lol. k la i gtg. bye bye

lab management sucks.

we played cheat by making movie using movie maker.

=D

no need open mouth.

all thnks to me.

i'm hurt seeing u hurt by her.

stupid memories.

does it have to come back?

i know i'm being selfish

but i wish u throw everything u have of hers away.

i hope i can be the one to cover ur pain.

i dunno.

but ur all in my mind.

ur all that i want.

but.

i guess ur not 100% ther yet.

sigh

i want to be the same in ur case.

but i knw all the time is not something u can achieve.

cos u loved her more than u could ever love anyone.


=sigh

i'm bored of being bored! HMPH!

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When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
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Thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rain
BabyI love you
I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn
The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you
When I love you no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than you'll know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you
I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn
The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you
When I love you no matter what
Thats when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn
The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you
When I love you no matter what
No matter what

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when geography meets maths

and when ur given plasticine.

this is what u get!!!

this is shit family. lol family members i made, shit was done by aik!

and here is the members seperately.

this is hanim acting cute. lol kidding.

and this are the cookies that failed. turned out to be too soft!

=(

My Prodigy By Ashley Welch

I am my own prodigy of my own make
Don't compare me to others or try to change my fate
I believe I have spirit but this spirit is mine
Don't tame it or name it as you sometimes are inclined
I walk my own path that I have paved in descretion
I follow it whole heartedly and ignore the opression
I twirl and I skip ignoring the sneers
It is my own way that I have lived by for years
I'm different from you but you're different from me
Don't compare me to others
I'm my own prodigy

its only coming home at 11-1130!

its not like i dun even come back

and all i do is

go down.

in my baggy shirt and baggy shorts.

its still a huge prob for this peetards!

wat crap must come back 10 all!

cant use the phone

cant go out

cant watch bloody tv

cant lock myself in a room

cant even have a room to myself

f sia

prison is much more homely!

f tards f shit

A Professor was explaining marketing concepts to the MBA Students:

1. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and say: "I am very rich. Marry me!"

- That's Direct Marketing

2. You're at a party with a bunch of friends and see a gorgeous girl. One of your friends goes up to her and pointing at you says: "He's very rich. Marry him."

- That's Advertising

3. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and get her telephone number. The next day, you call and say: "Hi, I'm very rich. Marry me."

- That's Telemarketing

4. You're at a party and see gorgeous girl. You get up and straighten your tie, you walk up to her and pour her a drink, you open the door of the car for her, pick up her bag after she drops it, offer her ride and then say:"By the way, I'm rich.Will you marry me?"

- That's Public Relations

5. You're at a party and see gorgeous girl. She walks up to you and says: "You are very rich! Can you marry ! me?"

- That's Brand Recognition

6. You see a gorgeous girl at aparty. You go up to her and say: "I am very rich. Marry me!" She gives you a nice hard slap on your face.

-That's Customer Feedback

.7. You see a gorgeous girl at aparty. You go up to her and say: "I am very rich. Marry me!" And she introduces you to her husband.

- That's demand and supply gap.

8. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and before you say anything, another person come and tell her: "I'm rich. Will you marry me?" and she goes with him

-That's competition eating into your market share.

9. You see a gorgeous girl at aparty. You go up to her and before you say: "I'm rich, Marry me!" your wife arrives.

- That's restriction for entering new markets.

heheheheh,

MEN!

theres a few things that i need

i need a new laptop badly

and i want to take lessons for driving.

MONEY.

is the only hinderence.

=(

i'm happier now

and i never been any more happier.

i love being with u.

ur the only one i need.

=)

this aint honeymoon period.

its more like true love

tmr maths ut and i forgot abt it.

damn!!!

i cant study coz i feel lazy.

burp!

its all bcoz of the cheezy bites pizza

yummmmmmmmy

i'm a cheat

i feel like a fool for doing what i did behind ur back.

i should have told u abt wat happened and face up to the music.

i'm being stupid to hide it from u.

yes, i admit now that it happened.

and i should have told u this before u found out.

y do i have to be jealous?

JEALOUSY.

reallllly ruins me.

I'm blessed to have found a person like u

who understands and forgives me.

i'm sorry and very guilty.

promise i wont do such a thing.

I DO truly love u sincerely.

I DO.

i wont wanna cheat u.

i want u only in my life.

i want to be loyal.

i'm sorry

very truly sorry.

my mind and soul only has u.

i ensure u

happy birthday

may god bless u. =D

i'm excited for the next few dayssssssss

i hate thursdays.

mainly because of

applied mathematics module.

YUCKS.

i feel singapore gals are getting more materialistic.

what happen to the bare needs of men?

sigh...

money money money.

like as if money makes the world go round.

well it does. sigh

why why why.


ps: i m broke hence this syndrome.

hello everyone, do u knw what annoys me?

1) the bloody woman in the bus that gets up after my stop always on the aircon when i sort of switch it off!!!!!! grrrrrrrrrr........ she will enjoy the damn coldness while i freeze for an 1/2 hr in the 161 bus.................

2) my mother's shouting!! especially in the morning!!!!!! irritating seh, spoil my day.

3) my sister. the sight of her annoys me.

4) techno music. oh my god who ever came up with such awful music!!! hanim says if its awful then its not music (she action la,act smart =p ok she's boiling i beta hide before she whack me)

5) sucky wu. replace su with vi. the thought of her also grossssssssssssssssss me out.

6) suck up idiots. everything also wanna smell teacher's bakckside. damn disgusting! just to get a damn A u dun do tt and spoil others grades.......

7) backstabbers. one word for them BITCH!!!!!!

8) VIRUSES TROJANS AND ALL NONSENSE THAT SPOIL MY COM! ITS ALREADY SPOILT DUN KILL IT.

9) proud people. ok la i get it that they r good, but what for boast?

10)typicals. go be robot la. idiot no brainers.

11) my damn sick life. wats great abt it anyway?

haha i lazy ready. bye

The way i are

[Verse 1 - Timbaland]
I ain't got no money
I ain't got no car to take you on a date
I can't even buy you flowers
But together we could be the perfect soulmates
Talk to me girl

(Oh) Baby, it's alright now, you ain't gotta flaunt for me
If we go dutch you can still touch my love, it's free
We can work without the perks just you and me
thug it out 'til we get it right

[Chorus] - Keri Hilson & (D.O.E)
Baby if you strip, you can get a tip
'Cause I like you just the way you are
(I'm about to strip and I'm well equiped
Can you handle me the way I are?)
I don't need the cheese or the car keys
Boy I like you just the way you are
Let me see ya strip, you can get a tip
'Cause I like, I like, I like...

[Verse 2 - Timbaland]
I ain't got no Visa
I ain't got no Red American Express
We can't go nowhere exotic
It don't matter 'cause I'm the one that loves you best

Talk to me girl

[Bridge 2 - Keri Hilson]
Oh, baby, it's alright now, you ain't gotta flaunt for me
If we go dutch, you can still touch my love, it's free
We can work without the perks just you and me
thug it out 'til we get it right

[Chorus] - Keri Hilson & (D.O.E)
Baby if you strip, you can get a tip
'Cause I like you just the way you are
(I'm about to strip and I'm well equiped
Can you handle me the way I are?)
I don't need the cheese or the car keys
Boy I like you just the way you are
Let me see ya strip, you can get a tip
'Cause I like you just the way you are

[Verse 3 - D.O.E.]
Baby girl, I don't got a huge ol' house I rent a room in a house
Listen baby girl, I ain't got a motorboat but I can float ya boat
So listen baby girl, once you get a dose of D.O.E. you gon' want some mo'
So listen baby girl, when I'm naked I want you there, want you there, yeah.
(oooohh ooh whoahh!)
(oooohh ooh whoahh!)
(fade)

Three answers most feared by men.......

1. (Whatever)
Men: What to have for dinner?
Women: Whatever..
Men: Why not we have steamboat?
Women: Don't want la, eat steamboat later got pimples in my face
Men: Alright, why not we have Si Chuan cuisine
Women: Yesterday ate Si Chuan, today eat again?
Men: Hmm..... I suggest we have seafood
Women: Seafood no good la, later I got diarrhoea
Men: Then what you suggest?
Women : Whatever...

2. (Anything)
Men: So what should we do now?
Women: Anything
Men: How about watching movie? Long time we didn't watch movie
Women: Watching movie no good la,waste time only
Men: How about we play bowling, do some exercises?
Women: Exercise in such hot day? You not feel tired meh?
Men: Then find a cafe and have drink
Women: Drink coffee will affect my sleep
Men: Then what you suggest?
Women: Anything...

3. (You decide)
Men: Then we just go home lo
Women: You decide
Men: Let take bus, I will accompany you
Women: Bus is dirty and crowded. Don'twant la
Men: Ok we will take Taxi
Women: Not worth it la... for such a short distance
Men: Alright, then we walk lo. Take a slow walk
Women: What to walk with empty stomach woh?
Men: Then what you suggest?
Women: You decide
Men: Let's have dinner first
Women: Whatever...
Men: Eat what?
Women: Anyting...

(Look around... no one here, gonna kill her....)

LOL LOL

yawnz

oh well, been a great week.

FYP is finalllllllly over. atleast only the part one la. =(

sch is so so, skipped lab management on fri. =p

then then





hanged alot with mr bestie, hehe





fun la.





he's bday is coming up on aug 3.





tried to plan an extravagant bday but





somehow he found everything out.





DAMN!!!!





I bought tickets for this tamil hip hop show for him





2 of the $48 ones.





=D





he simply love them so i tot it will be a great big gft.





but sadly he keep scolding me for spending so much. =(





oh well, our first ever concert we'll be watching.





i'm gettin ready the camera.





oh ya.





and i got him a watch and he found tt out too.





super sad la me.





then i tried to organise a secret surprise for him





and he found tt out too......





=((((((((((





anyways, here's the ticket and the watch

school is such a drag la, i been poning like mad. argh. wheres the motivation


fyp presentation tmr


sigh

updates

been a long time huh since i last wrote a proper post.

well, been jobless so far. only had one job offer and that was to work for singtel. one thing i learnt from that job experience is that sex sells. I was made to wear tight small size tops and short tennis skirt just so that foreign workers especially bangla and indian wrkers to buy prepaid card and use my phone to get an additional 8 mins to call their country or even local. For this job, u had to have the fats at the correct places, which i found damn sick. we were stationed either at mustaffa, at awards like the indian film awards and also at the foreign workers dorm (looks like immitation hdb flats where companies actually provide accomodation for the workers) I only worked twice and pay was $8/hr. the location of the dorms are damn ulu and u can even maybe get raped if ur there alone. It was an environment whereby all are guys except u and another gal in white tight top and tennis skirt. After wrking for two days, i was damn disgusted that it is damn true that sex seriously sells. even to foreign workers. This caused me to leave the company.

in sch, biasness is everywhere. The more u suck up, the better grades u get. The harder u work, the blinder the facs be when they reallyy hate u. Days in sch gets long and draggy, uts get worse and worse. been ponning for some time ready and weirdly, i have lost all the hope to do well in sch.i gave up. i guess its cos of the modules and the facs la. grrrr........

family, dad went to china on a business trip. was so busy that din contact him while he was away and he called me up and scolded me. =/ i feel guilty. mum, is still the same, annoying. she funny la she. once she saw me with my guy fren together with my cousin at a bus stop near my home and guess wat. she straight away when home and announced to the whole world. damn big mouth. then she called me and said "hey u better behave urself, ur underage." and i was like wth, i'm 20. did u forget? LOL damn funny.

frens, *looks around* all disappered except hanim. =(

haha ok back to sch wrk.

damn fyp presentation on sat, =(

i tried to keep it a suprise.

but the cat's out of the bag.

damn.

my tarot card

You are The Moon

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.

The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

today i was late for class.

stupid jam at the sle.

and its biomaterials module.

that spells boredom, cos of the faci.

=(

anyway show u some pics of a fusion punjabi and indian wedding ok?

tata. gtg.

i love weddings.

hena is so cool.

hanim is a shopperholic

and when she feels guilty,

she is giving money to charity

ITS A FACT.

dun u just love airport?

and planes.

i mean, man they r the coolest thing ever right?

i loooveeeeeeeeee to hang out at changi airport.

its damn fun.

simply walking around, fooling around.

eating and watching planes.

how i wish i can one day work with planes.

i wanna build a plane one day

and i wanna see it fly.

small girl with big dreams?

who knows, it may come true.

we'll wait and see.



oh wells. i had so much fun last nite

with a clone and a bestie

in the best hangout ever..

it was like i'm at home.

even though i do deny it,

its fun getting bullied by them

2 guys vs 1 gal,

guess who won?

ya, they.

but litteraly the memories

will stay forever.

cant wait for next few outings

with bestie and clonie.

=)

hehe.

i'm sick.

oh well, midnight shows are damn fun la.

went to yishun to catch sivaji and then unnaale unnale.. was at yishun frm 2pm to nxt mrning 7am

lol...

sivaji was at 1245am and unnaale2 was at 4am... non stop movie. damn cool and fun.

=)

cant wait to do more when i am free.

oh well

fyp sucks

module selection sucks even more.

sigh

i feel as if am wrapped like a sushi. cuddling up in my comforter.

damn its cold

i feel like pon-ing class

=(

but hanim dun let!!!!!!!!!

hmm...

a question to all:


will u choose..

the person who loves you

or

wait for the one you love?






ps: one news that got me shaken. last nite i noticed that my little 13 year old brother has gotten himself a ear piecing. sigh, oh god pls lead him to the right path. dun let him destroy his life. i love him alot and he's the only family member i want to see come up in life. he means alot to me. sigh. at times like this, when i knw i cannt do anything because my parents are not good authorities.. i feel like fuck. sigh. why doesnt anything in life ever work out right for me?

hmm will it ever happen?

He is a guy......
who would move away my hair from my eyes and then kiss me!
hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous.
someone who would sing to me at random moments.
who wld let me sleep on his chest.
someone who wld let me gossip to him and would just smile and agree to whatever i said.
kiss me a million times.
someone who would make fun of me just to make me laugh.
put his hands arnd my waist and gimme bear hugs all e time.
he would nvr be afraid to say 'i love u' in front of his friends.
argue abt silly things and make up.
someone who would tell me i'm beautiful but not too often.
someone who makes me laugh like no one else would.
but mostly he is my best friend and nvr breaks my heart

some dumb quiz

Your True Sign Is Scorpio

FieryPowerfulAmbitiousMysteriousEasily ObsessedFull of CharismaUniversally AttractivePossesive and Passionate

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatsignwomanareyoureallyquiz/">What Sign Woman Are You, Really?

You True Love Will Find You

When it comes to love (and life), you totally put yourself out there.It's very easy for you to find love - and for love to find you.The best part is, you're never even actively looking to meet someone.You're just out there so much that love always seems to come your way.

Will'>http://www.blogthings.com/willyourtruelovefindyouquiz/">Will Your True Love Find You?

I SO HATE YEAR 3 SEMESTER 1

GRADES ARE DAMN LOUSY

FACS ARE DAMN BIAS

EVERYTHING IS COCKED UP.

SIGHH

AND I FORGOT TO MENTION

APPLIED MATHS MODULE WAS A TERRIBLE MISTAKE.

I FORGOT TO TAKE INTO CONSIDERATION ONE FACTOR.

SIGH.

* $%^t&yu*i(%^&*ui(o *

my ultimate overseas trip

well, i suddenly was thinking about where i really so badly would like to go and visit if i am given a chance to. lets say, i get married and lets say there's a honeymoon opportunity, i guess my pick would definitely with no doubts be

NORTH INDIA.

omg, its such a beautiful place la pple.

was browsing through the pictures online and oohh la la..

its like being in heaven.

super ancient buildings, beautiful scenery.

i am someone who loves nature la.

oh well

lets let the pictures do the talking.

i can never do justice to the beauty merely by words.

so, who is the lucky one who will be travelling by my side to north india?

i cant wait.


dead serious

i'm hooked

DONE

YAY FINALLY FYP REPORT IS DONE!

*JUMPS FOR JOY*

HAHAHAHA. this is funny

*ONE
there is NO SUCH THING as a
friendster tracker.
it does NOT exist. so quit posting
stupid bulletins like

"OH-EM-GEEEEE this WORKS!!!"

no, it doesnt.

*TWO
To the people who have like 25,000
friends,

are you serious?

You're stupid.
Go play in traffic.

*THREE
Don't ever post pictures and say
"OMG, I'm so ugly"
"OMG, I'm so fat"

because if you were,
you wouldn't post them.

And if u do

ur a freaking mongoloid.

*FOUR
Nobody cares about threats over the
internet.

Don't try to act hardcore with the
keyboard.

Fighting online is like racing in the
special olympics;
even if you win,

you're still
retarded.

*FIVE
Quit crying
coz you're not on someones top 8.
who cares?


ITS FRIENDSTER!!!

Stop bitching!!!

*SIX
Who really cares if
I don't accept you as a friend?

MOVE ON!!!

Don't send me another request or
message asking
"what's up with you not adding me?"


I don't want you as a friend,


that's what's up!!!


*SEVEN
Little 12 year olds who have
Friendster

and look like sluts, and act like
whores


go somewhere else

because nobody wants you here.

*EIGHT
If you have decided to read this,

you are a true Friendster Friend.

Real friends read their bulletins.


*NINE
I say you go and pass this on

and maybe it will finally get through

people's brains


*TEN

And if you open a bulletin and it
says something like


"repost this in 100 seconds or a
ghost will rape your dog
tonight,or some dead skinless girl is
gonna rape your
mom.."



QUIT BEING A DUMBASS.

The Broken Popcorn Machine Parable

The son gets a coin from his mother for popcorn but comes back empty-handed, so his mother walks over to the machine with him to help. She is careful to put the right coin in the right slot, and she even shakes the machine, but no popcorn comes out. She turns away but he pulls her back, his heart set on popcorn. "The popcorn is right there," he cries, "I can see it, and we put the money in, so why can't you do something to get it?"

His mother gently explains why she can't help. "I'm afraid there's nothing you can do and nothing I can do; the machine is broken and the only one who can fix it is a popcorn machine repairman."



"Your partner is a broken popcorn machine. You've put your coins in and deserve to get love out. You may even see love in him, but there's nothing either of us can do to get it out. The repair he needs is years of therapy. This is a popcorn machine you can't fix, and you can't wait for it to get fixed. Put the loss behind you and get on with your life."


hmmmmm........

special feeling

anyone can define the meaning of the special feeling u feel for a guy and vice versa?

u tend to click well,

u tend to be close,

u feel like pouring love,

u feel like carrying endlessly

but its not really like love.

there seems to be a limit..



so what is this crap?????????


is it like?

is it a crush?

is it admiring?

is it true love?



i am goin crazy

i need to know the answer.


NOW!

he says,

"to be frank, in my heart i have a possibilty that i will like someone else"



*piang*


did u hear my heart break?

an sms

"meeting me everyday and going out with me wherever i go only gonna make it difficult for u.. i do miss u and feel like seeing you always...... but i just control it. everyday we keep meeting only makes us closer.. hope u understand what i trying to tell u.........."


hmmm.

its a relationship, not a break up.

we r liking/dating dunno wat crap, but u talking as if i am not...

hmm... its wrong meh?

if i think ur mine, its wrong?

i get jealous when u speak of others, its wrong?

missing you, its wrong?

loving you, its wrong?

but it feels right.

but it feels as if ur the one.......

haiz..

u wont understand la no matter wat.


I GIVE UP!

bestfriends in denial we shall be,

its ur decisions that rule

updates

i had to redo my fyp report. coz my com is corrupted and the file got deleted somehow. damn, i was abt to reach 3000 words and now i had to start all over.......






grrrrrrrrrr,







but the good news is that.....................



i am already at 3000 words after chionging for 2 days... =) still somemore to add.. =( sigh..




next after fyp is pp..

CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmm, i wonder................ do pple in gf bf relationships go on dating? is it like ok?

sigh....

i duno wat to say la

writing reports are a chore if u dun have determination and patience

jealousy got the better of me

i got so jealous

over a simple matter

and i ended doing stupid things

super stupid things

even to the extent to causing physical hurt,

to someone i loved the most.














FEEL LIKE FUCK!

SWEAR

i need to control the fucking jealousy

i need to stop being paranoid.

fuck fuck fuck

acheivement

nvr meet v for 3 days ready.

stupid v.

miss v also v dun want to meet me.

say must wait 1 week

see if i can tahan.

truth is


I CANT,

grrrrrrrrrrrrr

work is dead tiring

7am-7pm

12 hrs of hell, no break in between,

dead tired.

got saboed twice

1. 5 things found in bag : HMMMM... wallet, Mp3, Handphone, spectacles, house keys


2. 5 things found in wallet : money, cards, receipts, vouchers (LOL), keys


3. 5 favourite things in your room : My cupboard, my bags, my clothes, my precious presents from frens which i keep in a drawer and my favourite bed with the pillows and comforter, wee!


4. 5 things you have always wanted to do : loose weight, get out of my house, drive a car, have lots of money, get married. =D


5. 5 things you're currently into : googling, msn, blogging, pp report, fyp report


6. 5 people that you tagged : lazy la, who ever wanna do can do. its ur wish LOL

hmm

y do people change...


and its such a shock when its a drastic change

SIGH

=)

i am having a good time these few days.

i am doing up my pp.

i am doing up my fyp report.

getting on the right track.

NOT BAD EH?

=)

i feel fat

i wanna be as skinny as her

she's H O T!

flat tummy

skinny arms

skinny tighs,

HOW I WISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=(

hmm

life's mundane;
super stagnant

work's piling;
i'm still in procastination mode

grades are ominous;
i'm feeling damn down

love?
i'm confused.
dun need it now.

family;
wat the hell is that?

reflections;
wats the point of it?
when nothing seems to improve

SIGH.

here's a joke

One day the different parts of the body were having an argument to see which should be in charge:


The brain said, “I do all the thinking so I’m the most important and I should be in charge.”

The eyes said, “I see everything and let the rest of you know where we are, so I’m the most important and I should be in charge.”

The hands said, “Without me we wouldn’t be able to pick anything up or move anything. So I’m
the most important and I should be in charge.”

The stomach said, “I turn the food we eat into energy for the rest of you. Without me, we’d starve. So I’m the most important and I should be in charge.”

The legs said, “Without me we wouldn’t be able to move anywhere. So I’m the most important and I should be in charge.”


Then the rectum said, “I think I should be in charge.”


All the rest of the parts said, “YOU?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You don’t do anything! You’re not as important as we surely are! You can’t be in charge.”


So the rectum closed up.


After a few days, the legs were all wobbly, the stomach was all queasy, the hands were all shaky, the eyes were all watery, and the brain was all cloudy.


They all agreed that they couldn’t take any more of this shit and agreed to put the rectum in charge.





The moral of the story? You don’t have to be the most important to be in charge….you Just have to be an Asshole.

first fight

i cant believe i actually had a fight last nite with V.
i was already very down in morale and some weirdo
which i have no clue who he was, made me worst..
he called me cheap, slapped names on me online.
i got so ticked off i went throwing my anger at V.

but after realising what I did, I was full of apologies.
I couldnt believe i made it such a big deal
and made V feel so down.

i was the one who grew V's confidence
i was the one who was ther for V.
i was the one who V counted on

i just couldnt believe it was me who
shout at him
ignore him
avoid him

i was full of sorries and regrets.
and i still am.

sorry V.
promise will never do such a horrible thing again.

i dun wana be another H.
u know i can never be like her.

=(

Tynisha Keli - I wished you loved me

Something, Something Is Simple Like Me Hearing Your Name
Puts Me, Puts Me In A Place That I Can't Even Explain
I Really Didn't Know Back Then But Now Im Totally Sure
Baby I Know Im Your Friend But I Wanna Be Much More

Every Time I See You Coming
Oh Boy You Get Me Running
Something Tells Me I Should Be Your Woman
Cause You're The Only One Who Makes My Fairy Tales Come True

How Does Someone Make Me So Sad But Still I Only Want Them To Stay
I Wanna Say I Love You So Bad, But I Dont Wanna Scare You Away
Please I Wish That You'll Understand
That I Wanna Be More Than Just Your Friend
I Wish You Loved Me

I See, I See You Talking To Them Other Girls On The Phone
I Wish That I Can Tell Them All To Leave You Alone
Really Didn't Know Back Then But Now Im Totally Sure
That I Wanna Be Much More

Thats Why I Never Really Like Your Girlfriends
Why I Never Really Gave Them A Chance
Because I Realized That Im Your Woman

How Does Someone Make Me So Sad But Still I Only Want You Them Stay
I Wanna Say I Love You So Bad, But I Dont Wanna Scare You Away
Please I Wish That You'll Understand
That I Wanna Be More Than Just Your Friend
I Wish You Loved Me

Said If You Really Love Somebody, I Mean Really Really Love Sombody
Let Me Hear You Say Yeahh, Let Me Hear You Say Yeahh Yeahh
If You Really Know You Need Them
And Deep Down You Know You'll Never Leave Them
Let Me Hear You Say Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah
Hear You Say Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah

How Does Someone Make Me So Sad But Still I Only Want You Them Stay
I Wanna Say I Love You So Bad, But I Dont Wanna Scare You Away
Please I Wish That You'll Understand
That I Wanna Be More Than Just Your Friend
I Wish You Loved Me [x3]

my photoshopping skills

was looking through my old pictures..

and i realised i missed the photoshopping that i used to love doing for hours..

wana see some examples?

AND LAST NITE..

I went back to my old roots.

sorry about the nose, kinda screwed it. but owells.

=)


i love photoshop.

contemplating. wondering...

do u know hw hard it is for me?

yea, ur right.

i'm deeply blinded

but

i still wanna work it out.

coz wat u say is true.

i love this pic

million thanks

hey everyone.



thanks for making my birthday such a special one.



=)


feel so loved
thnks for all the sms
thnks for the msns
thnks for the hugs
thnks for being there
thnks for the sweet gifts
thnks for the cakes
thnks for everything

i seriously love u guys
muaks.

=)




ps: earlier in the nite i drank 2 bottles 10% alcohol percentage alochol drink called longisland for the first time in my life with my fren and i din get a single bit high or drunk. not even the burning sensation. my fren got high. not me. STRANGE? somemore i girl and first time u knw. weird man. hahaha... why does alcohol taste like weird medicine and pple like to drink it so much?







YUCKS.

post request by ah hong

You are Yellow Fawn, who tend to be idyllic, not pretentious, and seem to give an impression of a tomboy, and someone who hates to lose.
Nevertheless, you are a woman with gentle heart and rather old fashioned ways of thinking.
You enjoy having life with atmosphere, and shows consideration and care for others.
But you can be very fussy about your preferences.
You dislike anything that is dishonest, and have passion and cuteness.
Your weakness is that you can be bit selfish at times.
You are honest hard working person.
Relationships that you feel safe tend to be restricted, and therefore, you are easily influenced by people and situation around you.
You can not easily adapt to changes.
You think high of morality.
You are easily moved by tears, and are honest and sentimental sort of person.
You tend to restrict your self with your cautiousness, and this may result in isolation.
You tend to be difficult to get to know, and will require time to become friend with.
Nevertheless, once your character is understood, you will be able to keep a long and steady friendship.
If you keep doing favors for those people who always ask you, you may lose your good fortune.
So, be careful.
You are not a housewife type of person, but you can be dependent on your husband.

hmm

i think i am going crazy.


seeing u go crazy..


swear its a nice feeling

=)

the remedy - jason mraz

When I fall in love I take my time
There's no need to hurry when I'm making up my mind
You can turn off the sun but I'm still gonna shine and I'll tell you why

i cant wait for great singapore sale..

its like as if everyone in singapore is celebrating my birthday with me.

=)

wee.....


i am a happy girl

SAD

i cut my hair.

that looked good.

i listen to my hairstylist

and highlight my hair.

with RED highlights.

she says i look sexy

i feel i look worse that shit.

i feel ugly

pls those who gonna see me

pls refrain frm laughing.

thnks,

=(

cute little huili

HI kala & hanimini :) I love you all! Muacks! Guess who am i? ^-^P.s Kalalala your laptop is very powerful- so many things can move!

why are guys happier?

Our last name stays put.

The garage is all ours.

Wedding plans take care of themselves.

Chocolate is just another snack.

We can be President.

We can never be pregnant.

We can wear a white T-shirt to a water
park.

We can wear NO shirt to a water park.

Car mechanics tell us the truth..

Our world is our urinal.

We never have to drive to another gas
station rest-room because this one is
just too icky.

And we never think of which way to
turn a nut on a bolt.

Same work, more pay.

Wrinkles add character.

Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100.

People never stare at our chest when
we're talking to them.

The occasional well-rendered belch is
practically expected.

New shoes don't cut, blister, or
mangle our feet.

One mood all the time.

Phone conversations are over in 30
seconds flat.

We know stuff about tanks.

A five-day vacation requires only one
suitcase.

We can open all our own jars.

We get extra credit for the slightest
act of thoughtfulness.

If someone forgets to invite us, he or
she can still be our friend.

Our underwear is $8.95 for a three-
pack.

Three pairs of shoes are more than
enough.

We almost never have strap problems in
public.

We are unable to see wrinkles in our
clothes.

Everything on our face stays its
original color.

The same hairstyle lasts for years,
maybe decades.

We only have to shave our face and
neck.

We can play with toys all our lives.

Our belly usually hides our big hips.

One wallet and one pair of shoes --
one color for all seasons.

We can wear shorts no matter how our
legs look.

We can "do" our nails with a pocket
knife.

We have freedom of choice concerning
growing a mustache.

We can do Christmas shopping for 25
relatives on December 24 in 25
minutes.

No wonder men are happier.

wtf is wrong?

can anyone believe that i am getting C's in class??????



F U C K.


i hate bias teachers...



well.....



i hate racist people more.


most painful would be...


F U C K THE FACT TAT I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO TAHAN ALL THIS


=(

even as much as i try to hide

i cant hide the fact that i am so bloody hurt.

this very second...

with watever is happening in our lives....

but.

i wanna be there.

i wanna make u strong.

i wanna move on in life.

most importantly.....















i love u

SPIDERMAN.

I WATCH SPIDERMAN 3 ALREADY.

=)

HAD TO DRAG ONE IDIOT TO FOLLOW ME WATCH..

HAHAHAHA.

I HAD FUN FOR THE WHOLE TWO HOURS.

MAKING FUN OF THE MOVIE,

PREDICTING THE NEXT SCENE ALL...

TOBY LOOKS DAMN FUNNY IN THIS MOVIE.

I THINK HE WOULD BE A BETTER MR BEAN.

WEEEEEEEEE..

=)

I WAS SINGING THE THEME SONG THE WHOLE WAY..

SO HERE'S MY TURN TO SHARE PICS AND...............

MY FAVOURITE LYRICS TO THE THEME SONG!

HAHAHA.

Spiderman, Spiderman,
Does
whatever a spider can
Spins a
web, any size,
Catches thieves just like
flies
Look Out!
Here
comes the Spiderman.

Is he strong?
Listen bud,
He's got
radioactive blood.
Can he swing from a thread
Take a look overhead
Hey, there
There goes the Spiderman.

In
the chill of night
At the scene of a crime
Like a streak of light
He
arrives just
in time.

Spiderman, Spiderman
Friendly neighborhood
Spiderman
Wealth and fame
He's ingnored
Action is his reward.

To him,
life is a great big bang up
Whenever there's a hang up
You'll find the
Spider man.

FUCK LIFE

i hate my life now..

FYP SUCKS
SCHOOL SUCKS
WORK SUCKS
FAMILY SUCKS


EVERYTHING LA


FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

030507

697

=)

updates

well, i'm already in my 3rd week of my 3rd year.. and man, its really taking a huge toll on me.. been working hard on my fyp and also at singtel.. somehow, i dun seem to be studying as hard as compared to last year. I tried to focus in class. I tried to work hard, but nothing seems to improve. I started to become fat and lazy these few days.. is these some 3rd yr student symptoms? I really wanna get out of it soon. Damn, its really bringing me down.

Mood for the past few days were quite bad as well and so was my sleep. I did not really sleep well. I plan to really do alot to improve myself for next few weeks and months. Seriously wanna get my ass to the local uni.

Well in order to do that, I need to set my to do list. SO, here goes:

#revise for up coming uts (first ut lab management, next applied maths =( )
#work harder in class. (be more focus, be more proactive. be ALERT during 6p)
#revamp my room (the cupboard and the study table needs tidying)
#being more organised (especially for fyp. need to do well for this one)
#meet up with loved ones (u knw who u guys are.. will make time for u guys k? promise)
#find a better job (cannt tahan singtel. 27 may, i am counting down......... => )
#LOSE WEIGHT (ate too much that I seriously need to do exercises frequently)
# ............. (secret. hehe)

so hopefully....... i can get this done.. anyway toodles, am damn shagged so turning in.. bye

meet the positive Mr Jerry........

This is super worth reading.. trust me.



Jerry is the manager of a restaurant in America. He is always in a good mood and always has something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would always reply, "If I were any better, I would be twins!"

Many of the waiters at his restaurant quit their jobs when he changed jobs, so they could follow him around from restaurant to restaurant. The reason the waiters followed Jerry was because of his attitude.

He was a natural motivator. If an employee was having a bad day, Jerry was always there, telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation. Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up to Jerry and asked him, "I don't get it! No one can be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?"

Jerry replied, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself, I have two choices today. I can choose to be in a good mood or I can choose to be in a bad mood. I always choose to be in a good mood. Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or I can choose to learn from it.

I always choose to learn from it. Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complaining or I can point out the positive side of life. I always choose the positive side of life."

"But it's not always that easy," I protested. "Yes, it is," Jerry said "Life is all about choices. When you cut away all the junk, every situation is a choice. You choose how you react to situations. You choose how people will affect your mood. You choose to be in a good mood or bad mood. It's your choice how you live your life."

Several years later, I heard that Jerry accidentally did something you are never supposed to do in the restaurant business: left the back door of his restaurant open one morning and was robbed by three armed men. While trying to open the safe, his hand, shaking from nervousness slipped off the combination. The robbers panicked and shot him.

Luckily, Jerry was found quickly and rushed to the hospital. After 18 hours of surgery and weeks of intensive care, Jerry was released from the hospital with fragments of the bullets still in his body.

I saw Jerry about six months after the accident. When I asked him how he was, he replied, "If I were any better, I'd be twins. Want to see my scars?" I declined to see his wounds, but did ask him what had gone through his mind as the robbery took place. "The first thing that went through my mind was that I should have locked the back door," Jerry replied. "Then, after they shot me, as I lay on the floor, I remembered that I had two choices: I could choose to live or choose to die. I chose to live."

"Weren't you scared?" I asked. Jerry continued, "The paramedics were great. They kept telling me. I was going to be fine. But when they wheeled me into the Emergency Room and I saw the expressions on the faces of the doctors and nurses, I got really scared. In their eyes, I read 'He's a dead man.' I knew I need to take action."

"What did you do?" I asked. "Well, there was a big nurse shouting questions at me," said Jerry. "She asked if I was allergic to anything." 'Yes,' I replied. The doctors and nurses stopped working as they waited for my reply. I took a deep breath and yelled, 'Bullets!' Over their laughter, I told them, 'I am choosing to live. Please operate on me as if I am alive, not dead'."
Jerry lived thanks to the skill of his doctors, but also because of his amazing attitude. I learned from him that every day you have the choice to either enjoy your life or to hate it.

The only thing that is truly yours that no one can control or take from you is your attitude, so if you can take care of that, everything else in life becomes much easier.



Now you have two choices to make:
1. You can just choose to ignore this post now, OR
2. You can forward it to someone you care about.


Hope you will choose #2. I did.

=)